Without You

I heard that you still think of me 

You ask if I am living happily 

“dose she ask about me”

you wonder

and I wonder 

If this was the first time you said it 

Never heard you say "are you happy" 

So now you ask, isn't funny? 

you used to push me around 

I used to ignore that fact 

You used to point out 

things you called my faults 

I used to try and change

All those so called faults 

You tried to create the girl you want

Like I was an AI for you to design 

You did not care 

If I want what you want

You thought I would always follow you 

Like I was your personal shadow 

with you my heart was hallow 

Even all those pills I swallow 

to help me sleep at night

thinking I will feel alright 

But pain and hurt was all I felt

So I am sorry I let you go 

I am sorry you did not 

I am sorry if i hurt you

Although you hurt me first

Always remember that

So forgive me if I don't ask

"How is he doing"

So forgive me when I laugh 

When they tell me you want me back

But my happiness is without you

Without you my soul is back